Pep Talk for Myself.

I've just realized how much I've been slacking lately - in my quiet time with God and sometimes even in school. I know that this is something that I need to fix and need God's guidance and wisdom in. I told Him I want to be DL and qualify for scholarship, but if I don't get my act together, I won't be able to. God is generous and He hears prayers, but I doubt God will give me something I don't deserve just because I asked. I need to rearrange my priorities. Education is much too important for me to just simply take it for granted. 

Oh self. Consider this your first warning. Push yourself more. Don't settle for mediocrity when you are more than capable of achieving greatness, when He can help you achieve greatness. You can do it.

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It's Your Love That Has Saved Me

"but the world must learn that I love the Father and that I do exactly what the Father has commanded me" - John 14:31

Tonight, I used the discipling book that has been given to me as a material for my devotions. The first lesson for this module is not only knowing God's will, but seeking it with all that we are. When I was a kid, so much younger than I am now, every time that we're asked if we'd be willing to give up control over our lives to God I'd say yes. I wasn't sure if it was naivety or something else entirely, but I guess part of the reason why I said that instantaneously is because I was a kid. The biggest decision I've had to make then was to decide what I'd eat for lunch or dinner. So I thought then that decisions would be easy if they were always similar to the ones I have and might help me bail me out. :)

I guess, it has only been recently that I'v somehow gotten God's will - although perfect beyond comprehension is still difficult. I want to love God more, I want to follow him. Though I know that there shouldn't be any excuses, it's only that as though God's plan for us is to deliberately takes us out of our comfort zones. And it'll be scary - just not as scary as knowing. I suppose this is where faith and trust comes in. 

Those two are the first things we do when we accepted Christ as our Lord and Savior. And yet, those two are still one of the more difficult ones to do perfectly.

Following God's will involves humility, humility in knowing that we don't know the best, only God does. 

Ana Maria Ysabel Cerrer

BIRTHDAY GIRL :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YSABEL :) Truly, truly hope you had a great time celebrating your birthday with us :) Kita mo naman, effor kami sa pagsuot ng shirt na iyan. :))

Us girls in our birthday uniform :)

May God bless you with so many more years to come, dear. You've been such a blessing to all of us already and we're so grateful for you. Continue to be the smart, beautiful and warm person that you are. We love you, Ysabel! :D

I Drown in Your Ocean of Grace

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." - Phil. 4:6-7 (NIV)

Although I have not finished going through the entire Bible, I would like to say that, for the mean time, Philippians is my favorite book. :) I would now like to take back what I've said the first time I read Philippians, that Paul's only putting up a brave front, that deep inside he's really suffering. Now I see and realize that he's not doing that just so he could mask his pain - whether or not he truly had any - but that Paul had an honest fondness for the Philippians. I see that now. I see how much he cares for them, how much he loves them. 

Considering the situation I'm in right now - and since I don't really know who's reading this blog, I shall not state just what kind of situation that is here - I really needed this. I want that peace, I want to feel as though my life makes sense again, that I'm still the same person my parents raised me to be. This is such a comfort for me. I guess it's the most basic and common things about our relationship with God that I forget the most - just pray. Talk and he'll listen, ask with thanksgiving and receive with a grateful heart. 

If for some reason, during a talk with a friend things seemed blurred to me, it's all so very clear now - distinct. I know exactly what I should do, and I pray I don't lose sight of it. I'd really like to think this is God answering me, talking to me; that it's not just me relying on my own again. I personally took this as Paul's reminder to me, "Whateveryou have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me - put it into practice. And the GOD OF PEACE will be with you." (Phil. 4:9) 

I am very much encouraged by this, after feeling semi-lousy this afternoon. God, you truly are amazing. 

Heavenly Father, 

Thank You Lord for today, the first day of the second semester, of seeing my friends again and having that one special talk with Your beautiful daughter. I think I needed that, to realize it and to stop looking at things through rose tinted glasses. I've never been an addict and I don't want to start now. Father, just please be with me. I need Your counsel Lord, I need You. I need to rely on You, Lord. Father, I lift everything up to You, my concerns with this certain issue. Father may You always be in my every thought and may every decision I make may be considered Godly and have Your approval, Lord. Father, please never tire of reminding me that I've surrendered my life to You, and as such have completely given over the control of my life to You. Lord, just please let Your will work in my life, let me have the courage to confront my anxieties. 

I love you Lord. Never let me stop from falling deeper in love with You.

In Christ's Name,

Amen

Worthy

For some reason, I've taken to writing my thoughts on the Bible passages here on this blog - analyzing them as I did Dante's Inferno and Purgatorio. The only difference is, the Bible is the word of God and there really is just one answer for each passage. But, I took the tools I got from interpreting the first to canticles and using them to somehow understand God's love letter to humanity.

"But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ."

- Phil. 3:7 (NIV)

I don't know much about Paul, but I know that when he converted to Christianity, he had a lot to lose. He'd already made a name for himself. His fame - or notoriety - was in line. I mean, after persecuting all those churches, to suddenly becoming one of Christ's best warriors. That change of heart, I would assume, put his judgement into question. But knowing what's at stake and what's really important, I guess Paul didn't really give much thought to that anymore.

As for us, it's a matter of setting our priorities correctly and knowing that whatever losses we may have here on earth are in no comparison to the eternal gain we will have in heaven. Colossians 3:2 says, Set your minds on things above and not on earthly things. It's hard, especially since we're all very much susceptible to distractions and temptations. But it really is just a matter of remembering who our God is and just how much he's done for all of us. Having the knowledge that we do now of our God, everything we do hereafter should be a reaction or a response to his love. A reflection of how glorious he really is. 

And the best response would be to spread his good news, to be missionaries in our own little way. We know the options, the consequences - they don't. We should take it upon ourselves to do so, to set our goals on the things that Christ intended for us.

This is our response.

Humility to Unity

"Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves" - Phil. 2:3 (NIV)

A few weeks ago, when I was still in school for the first semester of my second year, our class tackled Dante's Inferno then Purgatorio. When I was fortunate enough to have had lunch with my professors for this class, I took the opportunity to ask them why Purgatory was structured in such a way that Dante and Virgil had to go through the terrace of the Proud. Fr. Soria said that it's because all the other sins stemmed from pride, that is you do all these other heinous things because you love yourself more than you do other people and God.

Christ, is the exact opposite.

Because he loved us all, he was willing to become human, be a servant to all and die on the cross. My favorite analogy of just how invaluable we truly are is that think of humans as ants and Christ as a human being. Upon seeing that the ants are about to face their demise, he decides to turn into an ant himself just so he could tell them of what's about to happen so that he could save them all; because he loved them. I know it seems silly but it has made the concept of our salvation just a little bit clearer. He humbled himself so that he could save us because he loves us, plain and simple.

What does that mean for us? 

I can't speak for everybody, but at least it's a reminder for myself to keep my ego in check. I mean, I may not voice my thoughts all the time, but when someone is better than me at something I truly love, in my head I've already judged them to be this entirely different I'm sure they're not. Or have plotted their demise, or something. Point is, I feel the resentment and even though I don't act on those bitter feelings, thinking about them is just as bad.

Basically, I guess what this passage is saying is that in order to be united, we need to humble ourselves and accept each other and respect each other. This is quite timely too. Especially since GCF is going through major transitions as of the moment. But, I should say that we're on our way to being a united Church once again, steps have already been made for this. The rest is up to God. :)